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Thursday, December 21, 2006
At times I wonder where everything's going. Where in this world do I stand in your perspective of life. Where in this world do I stand in everyone's perspective of life. Where do I stand in my own perspective of life. Where are we headed for? What in the world is going to happen. Whether love will turn around and bite me hard in the ass. (I mean I've gotten some bites but this could be worse) Whether life itself will bite my whole ass off.
I'm only seventeen, my future is just a canvas waiting to be painted on. (the sad thing is, I'm the worst artist ever to set foot on this universe. A retard can do better, really. So I'm glad the phrase isn't meant literally.) But you really don't know. You dream of the future, make plans and work hard, but there's always the prospect of dying early.
I wonder what you see through those eyes.
Sometimes I wish I could look at the world directly through the eyes of everyone else. Then maybe it would make me a better person, then I wouldn't pass judgements so easily, and I would understand everyone better. Imagining what it's like in their shoes is only half of the reality they go through. Be it good or bad, I'd know and understand the reasons and intentions for what they do and not do.
Sometimes, we do nice things to people, go all the way out to put that extra effort to make people feel special. Although most of the times we are sincere and don't really expect to be repaid with the exact kindness and warmth, deep down I think most of the time we do expect a certain level of gratitude from the people we help. Especially our loved ones: family and friends. We'd want to know that they care for us just as much as we care for them. I mean who'd wanna help someone you love only to be a victim of verbal abuse or be bitched about?
I've just read my entry and I find all this pretty random. Oh well.
X O X O; 12:19 pm
I've just read my entry and I find all this pretty random. Oh well.
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